ring more bells.

Merry Christmas all =)

letter E.

they managed to put a smile on that face.

i'm done for now.
appreciative and saddistic thoughts are going to be kept in that memory pocket.
i wish you all the best that you can do.
;)

t.peek.t.

first time camping in a mall. lying on the carpet with my sketchbook as my pillow. it was a tough one. but we're all happy that it won't be killing people.

;D

lesson: don't mess with elastic bands.

lawless.

sigh.where did all the excitement went.

lets end this soon.and see what happens next.

fool.

"to prove an absorbsive chemical.take a sponge and pour water on it."

WORST example EVER.

i wonder why aren't you ashamed when you said that.

anyhow.this semester's quite sucky.

old school.

i am so happy that my hair is straight now.

that semester was wires.

*phewh*

its ours.

who would have thought it would end up this way.

so the story should end with a beautiful fullstop.

things that i learnt are things that i strived through.

.contented.

let's take it in.

try a little bit more harder.

just a little bit.

synonyms.

FML.

navigate.

sometimes i don't know where or who to go anymore.

it has always been like that isn't it.

somewhere far is good.

if.

-shut up and live with it-

I COULD JUST SCREAM OUT SO LOUD THAT EVERYTHING SHATTERS INTO PIECES OF DUST.

can you just stop happening!?

who would have known.

thinking meals are back.

the war is officially announced.

didn't see that coming!

slept upon a time.

there was once things happened like that.
and now its all coming back to you.
i wonder.
this is why i still believe in it.
better do more good deeds.
hurrr.

and i really need to stop judging humanity.

i doubt the existence of it everytime.

if you change your mind.

its how the people look at you and create stories with assumptions in their own world.

see.you just spinned your head right down.

rush of.

floating nuts in the brain.

oh well.leftovers everywhere.

not really.

a tradition.

ahks.

sometimes its just about accepting.

oh well.

look who's talking here.

grate full.

sometimes do you wonder what will you be doing if you were not born into the family you are with now.

hmm. what kind of life and dreams you will be chasing after.

i think about that everyday.

do you?

GBM.

GBM.

this ain't something funny!

ilavmailife.

for now.

seeking for weird things.OR doing weird things are things that i want to do.

and the first one goes to :

i squatt in the office toilet and took a nap for 100 seconds.

just can't stand solid anymore.

oh mai god.what's new?what now?

watercolour!?

-you can award yourself with the world's most boring award-

wandawaman.

okay. 284. doesn't sound like a good number to me though.

but i think i is the folding machine.

*zwang*

there you go!

solid.

solid. or solid and solid. SOLID SO SOLID.

you are so lucky that i'm not colour blind.

day 4.

T.G.I.5:30pm.

another.

this is how i feel now.

i.will.make.it.

smirk.

okay.LOL.

noise.

'zweek zweek'

submo dalities.

hmm.very last season but still very nice.

yeah.another day goes down the drain.

beach boys.

nice song that makes you want to sing over and over again.

was having bourbon street baramundi with that song playing along after so many years of absent.

it was perfect =).

gray.here i come.

soakin' hot.

and you thought rushing was avoidable.

whatever.

i believe in karma.

becareful.

regenerate me.

shrink.ponk it in.

i tell you.

abcdeFFFFFFFg.

enough said.

GAH!

eh eh.

you know its time to go inside that chamber.

and here i am cooking rice in the middle of the night.

she will kill me.

happy tree friends you.

-need aspirin-

i turned my head back.

snap! that's it!

woman.you are so lousy!

smells like washing machine to me.

some over excited kid.

it's in your blood.

scattered.

string of repetitive ideas with consequences.

fgs.

you live you learn.

you cry you learn.

you love you learn.

you ask you learn.

you fall you learn.

I DRAW I LEARNT!

now i close my eyes.all i see are lines.

i dreamt that Steven Holl designed cheese sandwich and mushroom like houses.

maybe i'm too hungry.

smeezlo!

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

smeezlo

.

better off alone.

you're doing it again.

and that was really rude.

its been a while.

greatness of all.

7 pokes and 20 minutes.

i hail you.

you totally succeeded in terrifying me.

congratulations.

suddenly we talked as if nothing happened.

i wonder what were you thinking when you said that.

hmm.

each & every.

1. i don't give a damn because you were one of them.

2. well.designing something without a concept is not guilty. but having one simply makes your design meaningful.you go out there.and people buy it just because it looks nice and cool.but thinking on the other side of it.its just a building that looks nice.fullstop.eh?

3. i am very terrified to go to the doctor.VERY.

4. geez.another promise made to make my life 'happier'.

5. its almost 6pm! *screams*

excuse me.

hand it over!

hmm.thank you.

i want to jump...

on a trampoline.

somewhere.over the assignments.blue birds do actually fly.
no more mushrooms for a while.cucumber.i am back!

suddenly she felt a sense of relief.knowing that its non of her business anymore.

life does change when you are brave enough to let go.

pull the trigger.

"bzzzt"

poke.

it came out like a waterfall coloured in red.

not the drink of course!

gone case.

sigh.

whatever happened to enthusiasm?

responsibilty/self satisfaction?

i'm sorry if i made you worried.

i'm sorry if i never listened.

but i have a dream to chase.

and its telling me that i can't stop now.

sorry for falling sick LAR.

=D

ahoy macha!

HAPPY 21st huggaholic!

can i...

you'll be wearing your favourite shirt with nice jeans and a pair of sneakers.

i'll be wearing my favourite shirt with nice jeans and a pair of sneakers.

we will be going somewhere nice with a lot of caramel popcorns.

listening to our own favourite songs.

dozing the day away.

when i grow up.

another day another story.

drops of jupiter.

decisions are meant to be decided.this time,i really wonder is it the right one or its just another runaway.encountering these problems over and over again really bores me a lot.i've learnt enough about human nature.i don't need to experience it like a never ending sad ass story.i even wonder am i the problem.because it just keeps on happening.everywhere i go!seriously i've lost faith in this thing that sometimes i feel stupid whenever i force myself to believe in it once again.i totally understand nobody's perfect.understood that long time ago.but patience has its limit.once you step across my red line,i can't see you in the way i used to anymore.i tried to wash and scrub that off.i tried my best not to ruin this newly built fragile thing that once was a pile of shit to me.you were once the glue that built me up bits by bits.but seems like you kept on pushing me to edge of the table that i might fall off and shatter into pieces again.do you even realise it?dts.

anyhoo.enough of this emotional weird piece of talking.its been days and weeks.things that i imagined before happened.in a way,i still want to take it as a lifetime experience.my motto of life will always pull me back up.but now i question the clarity of it.

am i being toooooo optimistic.

kinda.

/[%_%]\

how do you sleep.

although i still sleep dead.

but screw that.

i have to find something stronger than caffeine!

gracias!

"i salute!"

getting out of the hole.

it had an escape way.

and it wasn't that deep like i imagined.

thank you God.

this time i'm not on my own.

=)

just do it!

another time.

here we go AGAIN.

and again and again.

why does my brain only functions like that!!

*breathes and wishes*

bastards.

freaking 80bucks.

a flat tire and a few retards.

go rot on the toilet bowl.

argh.

remembers.

we will miss you uncle Wins.

always number one.

rest in peace.

uh-oh loh.

help me to erase it.

or just print it on.

something that wasn't supposed to be shouted out.

oh dear so embarrassing.

how?

i WISH it was like those times.

Xavia.

Indie just strucked me in the heart.
classic beats with a little bit of rock.

i wonder.

totally understands the personality and style.

but doesn't care.

i seek for originality.

HAHA.

i don't want a prince.give me a knight.

aww no.

i am seriously tired.

a break. just one fine night and morning?

NO??

* i must ace it*

buffering.

it was something that nobody will ever know.

it was something that was never told.

it was a feeling that was experienced.

it was a decision that no one understands.

the personal raining season has to go off.

lets build something stronger and ignorant.

i must go on.

oopsay.

old tee+old pants+oversized flip flops = perfect CNY =D

happy days mate!

wait...those flip flops are not even mine!!

used to.

3 years ago, she promised herself.

3 years later, she failed to fullfil the promise she made to herself.

and she gave up with a smile on her face.

knowing that at least she tried.

oh shit.

thank yous and thank yous.

happy 20?

i think so.

I NEED

determination

notes.

i am trying not to give up.